Smells. Like. Change.
Still can’t fathom the fact that my degree is hanging on a wall and I no longer have to do hw, study, or listen to a professor serenade my brain until I’ve officially wasted an entire day. K I wouldn’t say ‘wasted.’ But I feel like a fish out of water. It’s all I’ve ever known. It’s hard to adjust to in a matter of months. I instantly correlate fall w/ school at the thought of September. Now I don’t know what it is to me anymore.
I’m hesitant to reach out to certain people who I know will immediately soothe my uneasiness. I wanna feel like I’ll be alright w/o having to subconsciously ask for reassurance. I’ll be fine though. I’ll be good.
Been daydreaming about being a parent a lot lately…….? Someone slow me down ✋
Lawd stop me from texting someone something stupid.